Underwater
 
The water from the shower head rushes done her thin body and down her spine
Past her bony fingers
Pooling at her feet
She wonders if the cold water can wash away her scars that cover her body
If the water can wash away her sins and she can start again
If the water can flow over her flaws and make them beautiful
If the water could make her slip away and down the drain
The water grows higher now
She lays back in the water
She is completely underwater and everything is still
It's peaceful, just the way she first wanted it
The water takes her away as she breathes her last breathe and she is made beautiful.
 
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For @courtneycarson3 and @fleurtjee11. Please 13+
 
In case you missed part one here it is.
Part one:
I woke up in the morning with a sharp pain in my stomach. I rolled over and tried to ignore it. "Oww." I said when the pain got too much. "What is it babe?" Liam asked. "Nothing. My stomach just hurts." I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror." I looked at myself sideways. I had gained a little weight in my stomach but i figured it was just from the holidays." I doubled over as it got worse. I sat on the cold floor my hands wrapped around the toilet. Liam snuck up behind me and hugged me close. "Im sure its just a cold or the flu." He said rubbing my back. He held my hair back as i threw up for the third time this week. After washing out my mouth i said. "Well i dont know. i havent been having any of the usaul flu symptoms either." "Im sure your fine." Liam said giving me a kiss on the forehead as he stood up. "Ill give you a minute." Liam closed the door behind him and rummaged through the bathroom cabinet trying to find something that would help with my budding headache. I grabbed some Advil and paused when i saw the packet of pregnancy tests. I slowly reached for one, unsure of whether or not i should do one or not. I sat down on the side of the side of the bathtub and waited for the results to appear that could determine me and liams future. A slow plus sign appeared, i was expecting.
 
Part two:
My knees crumpled under me and fell to the ground. "Oh my god," i whispered and covered my mouth. I couldnt... Not now... Not with liam's career rocketing to the sky. What if he left me? I couldnt raise a kid at 19. Especially by myself. Tears were falling down my face and i wiped them away. "Babe?" Is everything ok in there?" Liam asked. I cleared my throat. "Yeah. Just give me a minute." My heart was racing and i didnt even know where to start. I shoved the test in my sweatshirt pocket and unlocked the door. I walked out and wrapped my arms around liam's back. I stood on my tiptoes and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "We need to talk." I finally said. "Sure. Whats wrong?" Liam said pulling up a chair at our kitchen table. "I really need to tell you something but i dont know how to say it and im afraid about how you're going to react." my words were together now and tears were racing down my face. "And im so scared and and im pregnant." The words tumbled out of my mouth like rain out of a storm cloud that had been waiting to burst. Now that i had said it, it hung in the air like the air after a heavy storm. Liam shook his head, "no.." He said softly then louder, "No! NO! This cant-" he backed away slowly, "how could you do this is to us?! My life is over!" He ran out of the kitchen and out the front door. "Liam, wait!" I shouted running after him but he was no where. I sat down on the steps for what seemed to be hours. Then i felt a hand on my shoulder and somebody sat down next to me. "Hey," liam said softly. "Listen, im sorry about what happened earlier. I really apreciate that you told me. Its going to be hard but with sacrafice comes great joy and our little baby is going to be that bundle of joy." "So you're not leaving?" I asked liam, finally looking up from my feet. "Never ever. We are going to do this together whatever it takes." He wrapped me in a huge hug and gave me a long kiss. "I love you." "I love you too liam."
 
A little bit more mature but i think everyone should be old enough. Comment if you want to be on my taglist. Message me if you want an imagine. I hope everyone likes it. Your favorite wallflower. Xx -cat
 
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Who am I?
That is the question
I am distracted by everything around me
I am confused
I am niave when it comes to love
I am a perfectionist
I am happy on my good days
I am depressed on my bad
I am emotional
I am more happy alone
I am passionate
I am self-concious
I am a dreamer
I am an artist
I am a dancer
I am a designer
I am lonely
I am wishful with what i can do with the reat of my life
I am unsure of my future
I am a music lover
I am sensitive
I am mentally and physically exausted
I am curious
I am unpredictable
I am me
I am Ella Catherine
 
Do you like it? That moment when your running outfit is matching. An that other awkward moment when you're trying to find songs to work out to but all of them are indie and too slow to work out to... Much love. Xx -cat
 
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